At a loss

I’ve Googled the fuck out of it, reading articles and stories and blogs. I followed the little how toos step by step. Started my own blog, wrote daily, be it in a journal, on Facebook or on the novel I’m attempting to write. Just write, write, write, write. Find a niche they said. Guest post […]

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How do you unwind after a demanding day? I don’t even know what that means? Is that actually a thing? Unwinding? I’m pretty sure that I just get twisted even tighter all the time. The very few times that I was able to actually unwind it was always quickly followed by some kind of bullshit […]

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Vices and virtues

Back in the day, a good habit was called a virture and bad habits were called vices. I mean I guess they still are, the vice part anyways. Maybe people just don’t have as many good habits these days. Normal people anyways. Me personally, I’m chock-full of both. I’ve got more then my share of […]

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I had this plan on how I was gonna get off this fentanyl addiction, because I’m not even gonna lie, it’s ugly as fuck and I was a little scared about doing it. I stockpiled like 60 subs and the plan was to just take some xanax, sleeping through the first day or two and […]

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A little over 14 years ago I made the dumbest, weakest mistake that I have ever made. It’s actually my one regret. 43 years and I’ve only got one regret? I mean that’s not bad, or at least normally it wouldn’t be. Except this mistake cost me absolutely everything. 14 years ago, the day before […]

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Making something out of it.

One of my goal, one which has been born in recent years, is to aquire some kind of writing profession that I can turn into a career. Something that I can make enough money to not have to have second job. I know that eventually I’m gonna make some money on some books that I’ll […]

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So today is the first day of the rest of my life. I’ve been working towards it for a minute now but I’ve been dragging my feet. It’s not that I don’t want to change because I absolutely do but I guess I’ll be honest and tell you that I’m more then a little bit […]

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Higher Education

Describe something you learned in high school. Hahahahahahahaha. I never learned a goddamn thing once I got to high school. I can honestly say that 3rd or 4th grade was probably the last grade where those motherfuckers taught me shit. Reading and numbers. Those are the only things I ever learned in school. I could […]

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Describe one positive change you have made in your life. I have a shit ton of positive changes that would benefit me greatly, changes that I actually need to make in order to reach levels in my life that are necessary for me to truly be happy. I have made changes throughout my entire life, […]

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