Who would you like to talk to soon? There is really only one person that I want to talk to yet have little chance that I will be able to talk to and that is my daughter Brooklyn. My parental rights for Brooklyn were terminated 14 years ago when she was nearly 4 years old. […]

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What’s one small improvement you can make in your life? There are probably a hundred different small improvements that I am make to better my life. I could be more compassionate, more humble. I could be more honest, less sercetive. I could create some boundaries in my life, protecting myself from being walked on and […]

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I didn’t even try.

Write about a time when you didn’t take action but wish you had. What would you do differently? When I was in my early 20s, like 24, I had a daughter named Brooklyn. It was the best time I’ve ever had and to be honest, that Jason was the purest, most put together, best Jason […]

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How do you unwind after a demanding day? I don’t even know what that means? Is that actually a thing? Unwinding? I’m pretty sure that I just get twisted even tighter all the time. The very few times that I was able to actually unwind it was always quickly followed by some kind of bullshit […]

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Vices and virtues

Back in the day, a good habit was called a virture and bad habits were called vices. I mean I guess they still are, the vice part anyways. Maybe people just don’t have as many good habits these days. Normal people anyways. Me personally, I’m chock-full of both. I’ve got more then my share of […]

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I had this plan on how I was gonna get off this fentanyl addiction, because I’m not even gonna lie, it’s ugly as fuck and I was a little scared about doing it. I stockpiled like 60 subs and the plan was to just take some xanax, sleeping through the first day or two and […]

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A little over 14 years ago I made the dumbest, weakest mistake that I have ever made. It’s actually my one regret. 43 years and I’ve only got one regret? I mean that’s not bad, or at least normally it wouldn’t be. Except this mistake cost me absolutely everything. 14 years ago, the day before […]

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So today is the first day of the rest of my life. I’ve been working towards it for a minute now but I’ve been dragging my feet. It’s not that I don’t want to change because I absolutely do but I guess I’ll be honest and tell you that I’m more then a little bit […]

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A Pirates Tale

In the reality that I live in, I am a glorious pirate king. Once you’ve met me there will be no way for you to deny this truth, I’m a motherfucking glorious pirate king. I live in Colorado, nowhere near the ocean and I’ve never owned a boat but this takes nothing away from my […]

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Burning Calories

What’s the most fun way to exercise? What’s the funnest way to exercise? Well that’s an easy one, sex. Sex is by far the funnest way to exercise, nothing else comes even close. Lifting weighs is a good way to build muscles, but it’s not a whole lot of fun. Jogging is one of the […]

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