The Buck Stops Here

Unfortunately, I don’t have a scapegoat. I don’t have a one armed man or a grassy knoll. I have no one to blame but me. It would be nice to pass the buck, to blame it on this or that. It would be lovely to be able to point at something or someone and pass […]

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The book

So I’m gonna attempt to write a book. I feel like I have a pretty legitimate idea for a book that could possibly make me some money. I’m not sure how all of this is gonna play out because I don’t know how exactly to go about it, but I feel like that will all […]

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The Curse

The Curse of indifference is exactly that. The need to be accepted can be an extremely powerful motivator, driving people to all kinds of impressive places. Driving them to do some pretty amazing things. So the knowledge that I’ll never feel that kind makes me feel like I got robbed. There is also security in […]

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I was born with the gift of indifference, which I consider to be both blessing and curse. If I wasn’t born with it I developed it soon after birth because I really can’t remember a time when I was concerned with the thoughts, feelings or opinions of others. I could care less what you believe […]

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What if?

And if there was no tomorrow, would you be satisfied with how you spent today? Would you regret something you said? Something you did? Something you didn’t do? Or did you live today to its fullest potential, took it for all it was worth and just killed the game? I personally could have done better, […]

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I fucking hate court. I’ve been going to court since I was 12 years old, with the majority of those judgements against me and not for me so needless to say, I’m not a fan. The last two times I went to prison I legitimately begged the judge for help, claiming all of the problems […]

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Nihilism pt 2

So in that other blog I was talking about how everything is a loop, energy can’t be created or destroyed it must be transformed, so there’s no beginning, no end. Which from one viewpoint, my viewpoint one could argue that nothing really matters. If it’s groundhogs day and we are just gonna do it again […]

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Can I get a dollar?

The government is a racket. Suit and tie wearing con-men and thieves. Welcome to The United States of America Inc. Gluttony and greed at its finest. This shit is all about money, about gold. America the great? Ha When were we great? Please explain to me what we have done that makes us great? We’ve […]

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Keep on Keeping on

You know what? If you haven’t heard it lately I’d just like to tell you all how proud of you I am. Well most of you. Some of you just don’t give a fuck, you’re just spinning your wheels, and that’s ok too. I’m just not proud of you Fuckers. Actually I’m a little mad […]

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