Seasons

It seems like I somehow missed the summer. The leafs have already changed colors and are falling off the trees. The temperature has steadily dropped and it’s fixing to drop further on our way to winter. We have already had our first snow and the mountain peaks have been snowy numerous times when I’ve woken up in the morning. I don’t know how I managed to miss the warm months but I sure the fuck did. I’m not a big fan of the winter or of snow or just being cold in general. I had intended to pack my bags and escape Colorado during the summer, headed for a place that actually has 4 seasons. Somewhere that doesn’t snow for 7 months out of the year. Somewhere that I am not always freezing my balls off. But as often happens with me when I try and make some kind of plan, disaster strikes and any plans I had are tossed and replaced with someone else’s plan. I was actually just 2 days away from leaving when the bottom fell out and I managed to lock myself here for the unforseen future. I knew that this was gonna happen. I was telling everyone that I needed to leave, that if I didn’t get out soon some shit was gonna happen and I was gonna get stuck here with a new case. I was only 2 days away. I was just waiting for this chick to pay me the $3,000 that she owed me and I was gonna use that to finance my escape. Oh well. Not only did I not get the $3,000 I was right about not getting out of here in time. Fortunately, I didn’t catch an indictment like I had feared. I did catch a case which is not good, but it absolutely could have been a whole lot worse. And the silver lining with this whole situation is that the cops that pulled this shit have a vendetta against me and broke all kinds of rules in order to “catch” me and so in fair world, these charges wouldn’t stick and I would be able to turn around and sue the pigs civilly for them violating my civil rights and fucking my life up. Unfortunately, this world isn’t always fair and so even though the state has a bunk ass case and the evidence has no choice but to prove that, I am still gonna have to go to war with these motherfuckers in order to keep myself out of prison. I’m stuck with the option of either using the public pretender as my lawyer or going and spending $15,000 to $25,000 to obtain a private attorney. Then I have to rely on my lawyer to rise all of the shady ass things involved in this case and cross my fingers that the cops don’t lose all of the evidence that will prove my case, leaving me stuck in a he said she said situation with the fucking pigs. I am hoping that it doesn’t have to come down to their word against mine and instead just have justice prevail. If everything goes as I hope it will go and in all reality as it legally should go, this case will get dropped on its head with a motion to dismiss and I’ll walk out the courtroom free to pursue my happiness once again. Then since these motherfuckers want to try and lie and cheat and steal my life away, looking to toss me away with no regards to the law, lacking both integrity and knowledge of the law and most of all lacking any kind of moral compass. Since they want to go and do all of that, well I see no reason why I shouldn’t sue the fuck out of these stupid pigs. Worse case I still am able to sue them for the 4th amendment violation from Aug 5th and collect a little bread, but if things go like I think they should I can bash them on 2 separate 4th amendment violations, plus the false imprisonment, the denial of medical attention while in jail, pain and suffering, defamation, loss of wages. That shit would be a payday.